I am not even sure what I am crying about.....but I just cannot stop crying.

This morning, a friend asked me how I was doing, and I just started bawling. And not a pretty, one tear slipping down my cheek sort of crying. An all out, mouth curling, hysterical cry.

I am guessing it is from all the hormones.

It just feels like I have lost one of my two chances at this, and I am so sad about that.