Uneasy

I am a tad uneasy about my ultrasound tomorrow.

You see, the shared risk portion of my contract is through the 8 week ultrasound. Meaning, if I were to lose this baby anytime after tomorrow, I will not get money back or a second chance at IVF. We knew it was a risk going in, but it feels sort of like my security net is being yanked.

I have really tried to place this pregnancy in God's hands, and I know that He has a plan.

Praying for a good, solid heartbeat again tomorrow.