A good place

I can honestly say that, after the last few days of really struggling, I am at a good place.

God knows exactly what is going to happen this next Friday.

He knows what is going to happen with my health in the future.

He counts the very hairs on my head.

Having anxiety about any of this is not from God.

In the book Streams of the Desert, the one lesson I go back to over and over again relates to how I cannot force God's hand in this (or anything). I cannot force a blessing out of God. I have to surrender each and every last part of this, and see what God's plan for my life is.

Now if I could only remember how many E2 pills I have taken. I am supposed to take three a day, and I can never remember if I took two or three:-)